Anonymous asked: Don't be stupid. Get the fuck out of the house. Otherwise youre gonna continue to feel like assvomit. Go to a place that forces you to be social. Get drunk. Smoke some weed. Do something besides nothing.

I’m far from stupid. I go only daily walks. Alcohol is overrated. Weed is amazing. I draw, write, take photos, go on walks, drink coffee with friends, and have dreams.

I also have severely advanced multiple sclerosis.

Go fuck yourself.

if there were a cliff, id jump

today was simply good… n’ now that my friend has left…the depression has crawled back into me…

fuck i hate being alone

i read over obituaries to find someone near myself in age…to become jealous 

ihaveadreamforyesterday asked: Why you are so depressed? I am too, but, I mean, why you are always? I know sometimes life it's very very hard that we believe we'll never be happy again, and we will never find a way from the black hole. =/

life being hard isnt why i am depressed, id kill for anything to make the numbness leave my soul, to remind myself that i am still alive, somewhere, even if it were to be hard

sobriety lets me know i am alone

dreams